Whether this dream is from the Holy Spirit or my subconscious, I am unsure. Even if it's only me, there is truth in it which may be encouraging to myself of someone else in the future. So here it is.
Like most of my dreams, the details are fuzzy. Somehow I was whisked away into something that was more than what I intended. I was not in control of what was happening to me and I couldn't get out. Other people were involved. They were "driving" the circumstances. I was completely at their mercy but there was no ill will toward me, neither did I have ill will toward them. I was being put into physically uncomfortable situations, like being plunged into brackish water, spun around and then hoisted out, all unexpectedly.
Right as I was about to panic, I realized I can still breathe. Though I was uncomfortable with what was happening, I wasn't in danger. Suddenly I relaxed and concentrated on breathing, not my surroundings. It was if I was encased in an air bubble and there was no need to be alarmed.
As I forced myself out of the dream and reflected, it was revealing. I AM terrified to be in situations I am uncomfortable with ~ not in control, dealing with the unexpected (whether good or bad), and not being able to "see" what's around me. But there's no need to panic. Focus on the Breath of Life and He will enable me to ride out and overcome my fears while being completely at rest.
A very fitting dream as the Lord continues to reveal and break down walls of fear within me. This last month has been rather amazing to me. As a result, I've been too busy to write about it. Perhaps soon. It's all good! And He is good!
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