My coming to understand and deal with Chaos years ago led me to discover the world and mind of a narcissist and the havoc they wreak on those closest to them. In my research I thought AJ has narcissistic tendencies, most of us have at least a few. Even looking at our past, I still think he only had tendencies.
But now? His true narcissist self has been exposed with his continued engagement with sin. A narcissist never takes responsibility for the wrong he has done. It's someone else's fault. The undoing of his relationship with his children and the continued strife he promotes and the wedge between us that has overnight in his mind tainted our entire twenty-five year relationship/marriage... it's all my fault.
Been accused before, different narcissist. But I am still totally unnerved, totally struggling, and fighting coming completely undone. Prayers appreciated.
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